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I feel so empty, again.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 || Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Pakiramdam ko parang I lost track again of my life. Parang hindi ko nanaman alam kung anu yung gagawin ko. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano yung hinahanap ko. As in, I am practically clueless. Ayoko panaman ng parang EMO. Nakakainis kasi e, parang hindi mo kasi alam kung anu yung mafefeel mo and kung ano yung dapat mong ifeel. Kaya siguro parang ang hilig hilig kong uminom. Isa lang masasabi ko, It sucks bigtime. Kaya ayokong nag-iisa tapos walang magawa. Parang feeling ko, nag iisa ako sa mundo. Parang feeling ko, ang lungkot lungkot. Ayokong nagiisa, swear. Ayoko na ng ganitong feeling. Nakakaaning kaya. Yung parang lahat tinatamad ka, parang lahat ayaw mo gawin. Parang super wala kang motivation sa buhay. Inspirasyon/Motivation lang naman ang kailangan ko ngaun e, yung lang. Yung lang siguro, magkakaroon na ako ng way para maging masaya. :(
