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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 || Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Its been so long since I decided to write something in here. At the moment, Everything feels so random. Moreover, I am feeling that everything I do seems to go nowhere. Maybe there is something missing? Maybe I am expecting something? Maybe I need something? What is it? The only conclusion I have now is that I need a partner, a father figure since my real father left us. A person who would make me laugh, listen to me, make me smile, comfort me in my sorrow, protect me with all his might, and someone who will love me for who and what I am.
Oh well, who am I kidding? As if someone will have the guts to be with me and love me. Its as if I have a jinx in love that I can’t even find myself a good lover. To make things worse, everyone of my friends seems to have found their own prince charming but what about me? What will I become? Will I just be a wallflower waiting in vain while seeing everybody with their partners dance in the tune?
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