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Pain is such a strong word
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 || Wednesday, October 29, 2008
*I just wanna post this in english and all.
I guess when it comes up to love, everybody gets hurt but,
Why does it even need to be so mysterious?
Why does it have to come with pain?
Why does it have to be so hard?
These thoughts came out of my mind when I saw a very good friend of mine doing everything he can just for the girl he loves (who is actually my sister) and I just don't know but it hurts me too inside. Somehow, I can sense his pain because obviously I can see his efforts not only for my sister but also for us, her family. I can see how he is just neglected and how he just feels hostility from my sister. Ack* It just sucks to be a spectator and I don't know why I have this overly pitiful kind heart that makes me cry even though I am not the one hurting. Moreover, what obviously made me pity him more is that when he said that, "Ayaw na ata sa akin ng ate mo." Aruyyy. That was like a big BOOM! for me. I know its a bit exaggerated but thats how I felt, an overwhelming pity. If you could see all his efforts, even though he was rejected and hurt alot of times, he still kept his love and stayed there for my sister but not again this time.
Oh! I don't know, I just feel so so much pity for him. Darn I hate crying, I guess all I can do now is pray for him. Pray that God would provide him because I know and the people around him that he is such a good person and lover.
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