A Cold Christmas.

Yes, I am a product of a broken family.
I am a product of broken promises.
I am a product of fights and misunderstandings.
I am a product of longing and melancholy.
At first I thought I would be just fine and that everything would be alright. I thought I could go on and as if nothing ever happened.
But I found out that I was wrong...
Right now, all I could ever want is a happy family this Christmas.
I miss the old days when we carelessly travel anywhere the wind takes us as long as we together.
I miss the days when we used to eat together in a warm table.
I miss the old days when we go to church together.
I miss the old days we had noche buena together.
I miss the old days that we get to light up the candle in the advent wreath.
I miss the old days when we get to light up fireworks together.
I miss the old days...I miss everything...So for you guys out there who still have a nice happy family.
Thank God for that. Consider it as an amazing gift that not everybody is blessed on having, because right now, this Christmas,
" the best gift you'll ever receive is the company and LOVE of your family."