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Drifting Away.
Thursday, March 26, 2009 || Thursday, March 26, 2009
Its 2:30 am and I am currently reading manga and listening to music.
Frankly at this moment, I can say that I am really scared, and perhaps a little lonely too.
So, I decided to blog the things running in my head, and also, to somehow divert my focus into other stuffs. I also started listening to songs by Hillsongs.
(sounds kinda' redundant? cx)I started recall the things that is happening to me right now, then, I found myself arriving at a conclusion that lately things seems to not go my way.
Somehow, due to differing problems,
I started to feel betrayed, bored, unsatisfied, so irritable, lonely, and inevitably wrong.
But I realized that I was also indulging myself in worldly things, particularly vices to forget all of these problems. I started to forget my responsibilities and I kind of took him for granted.
I suddenly recalled all the things that I learned from different people, and I started to realized that maybe, I felt all of these negative things because I am currently drifting away from him.
I thought that this is also his way of saying that,
"I'm here. I won't leave you alone."
Somehow, I am also afraid to admit that I am wrong but I am really at fault.
I also know that there are a lot of inconsistencies in my head but two things are for sure.
Its about time I apologize and,
its about time that I go back to his arms.
P.S.
Rwar!~ I am starting to miss our weekly worships. :(
