To be honest, I don't know what to think anymore.
Sometimes I feel that I was so oppressed that I can't even do what I wanted to and I can't even jive with others.
But somehow... when I'm with him, when we tend to enjoy things together, when we get through things. It was all worthwhile. It's all okay. I forget everything and I'm happy.
But I can't live like this forever, when I don't feel like I'm free. So it's time to say things, to make him understand.
But, what about his side? What would he say?