Sunday, October 26, 2014 || Sunday, October 26, 2014
Can't I just do that? Can I just hide?
Can I not face any consequences that life intends?
Maybe I could escape in my ideal and unrealistic world.
But...
I'm being a coward.
I need to step up, man (woman) up and face whatever life throws at me. It's just that I'm feeling so many things that seems to be wrong. Is it wrong? Can you really learn it? I don't know. I don't wanna know, I need that raw attraction. AND I DON'T HAVE IT ANYMORE.
With whom will I be that attracted again?! To just be so happy and awed at staring the person you love.