I'm honestly getting tired of trying and trying, despite the fact that I'm not happy and despite the fact that I am feeling taken for granted.
I'm tired of moving form every love. I want to stay. I want to land my feet.
I'm trying yet, why does it seem so hard?
After this, I swear, I will not be that same sensitive and loving woman. I will toughen up more. I will not let feelings run it's course. I will make my mind the master.
I'm tired. I'm tired of staying, hoping - and ending in tears.