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My dreams are getting more hurtful.

Things are getting harder.

I dreamt about him hugging me. It was a surprise back hug. That he can't help it. That he wanted to get back to me.
And then... I agreed.

I felt my heart jump, my heart fluttered in a pleasant surprise. And I accepted his very arms.
Because I love him still.

I thought that it was a good. I thought everything is okay. I'm happy and I honestly feel good.
But then I woke up... from a very beautiful dream.



It still haunts me, my feelings haunt me.
My dreams are beginning to become frequent and it hurts even more.
I don't know how to stop it.
I... I don't know if I want it to stop.
But all I know is that I want it to become a reality.